Post by Parvati Shallow on Sept 3, 2010 14:50:48 GMT -5
[shadow=red,left,300]Episode 3[/shadow]
Boston Rob told me I am the good luck charm! <3 The reason he told me that is because there have been three immunity challenges so far & I have been on the tribe that has won everytime. First, I was on Pisonia & we won that challenge then Brendan & I got swtiched to Scaevoia. I have been on Scaevoia for the past two challenges & we won both of them! I am loving the fact that I am avoiding tribal council every round & hopefully we can keep it that way. I am just worried that someone I am close to or even myself will get switched over to Pisonia pretty soon. I would preferably like Amanda, Boston Rob, Terry & Brendan to stay over here just so we have the numbers in voting. Either way, I think I will be safe until the merge, or I hope so at least!
I feel like I am totally playing a terrible game as far as honesty & integrity go. If I were to make the finals, I honestly feel like I would not win because I have a F2 deal with Amanda, Courtney Y, Terry & Brendan. Also, Boston Rob told me he can see us going very far together & I agreed with him. But like, was I supposed to say "No, I don't think we would go far together."? You don't say that to someone or they will immediately target you and that is so totally not what I want. I want to go to F2 with Amanda, because we made the plans for that pre-game. However, I feel like I could go to the finals with Terry & Brendan at this point and have a fine chance of beating them. As the merge comes closer and closer each round, I have to try & see what is best for me moving forward. I see a blindside of Boston Rob coming soon though, however. I want to make sure it is before the merge, because if he is on the jury, then he would deffff not vote for me in the finals. Ugh, this is so stressful! I hate myself for being a decieving player, but sometimes you have to be. Oh well, I will make the best of it like always<3333